Aku dimalukan....damn..

Pagi tadi timbalan pengarah bahagian aku wat majlis doa selamat sempena besday dia..unit aku dijemput..tp kengkwn aku pi tgk site kat bukit gantong,selangor.So aku pi lar sorang2 wakil unit...sampai depa baru nak start baca doa...pas doa ..makan time..nasi kerabu,ade ayam,ade telo masin,ade ulam,ade keropok..mcm2 la termasuk laksa...


Bile dah amik sume..aku cari pot tuk makan..member aku kata pi makan lam bilik..aku masuk lar...tgk2 depa xmasuk depa makan kat pantry..cilakak..depa kenakan aku...so aku pun join la bos2 makan...time makan ada sekor bos bincang sal projek depa nak wat sal karnival...xnak jual barang mahal2...stupid!! brg org asli saper nak beli..free pun org xamik...aku dah tgk...dalam sembang2 tue aku diam jer..


Pastu dari cerita karnival jd citer pasa malam...cam gampangkan? aku diam jer..seko bos nie jadikan aku model tuk maharajalawak dia.." idham mana ade duit,jam pun xpenah pakai?" aik aku diam2 pun kene..sabar2...aku jawb " orang miskin encik mana mampu " dalam nada bodo2 jer..dia try wat lawak binatang lagi...aku membisu..dia tgk aku mcm nak terajang dia terus dia korner mcm nie " idham kamu guna jam nset ek heheheh " dalam hati..mcm setan kan kamu nie..haram jadah..wat lawak kalo xlibatkan aku bole x..


Aku nie jenis sabar..tp kalo kat luar dia sound2 mcm nie..or depan2 kawan2 aku alamat tapak kasut levis aku nie dok kat muka...cam sial..aku terus xde selera..aku terus blah..aku rase dia tau aku hangin...xde otak punya orang..malukan aku depan timbalan pengarah...cilakak...


Hari nie hari kau...mak kata aku cakap masin...mesti akan dapat sesuatu kat si pelaku xlama pastu..i'll see,what gonna happen to him...


apa pun aku balik ipoh hari nie...cuaca kat kl mcm nak ujan jer..
tolonglah jangan hujan lagi....


~~ Dugaan aku hari nie ~~

So bored in these days

What to do?..draw and draw....so bored..arghh please release me from this stress calture..hhaha...this night waiting sms from my lovely sister..if her want to sms me..i'm been lonely too long..my night was desolate ... i'm just want go home...i'm happy there with my society..KL to me is nothing...like a jail to me...i want to be free....

Fuh...my stomacth is full..so tired...Open facebook nothing to say...as usully coment and ask..do it samething everyday...so bored.Now i'm write in...what i'm feeling, touching,and see...i hope this thing can remember me about these days..how wonder this could be stroy some day..Maybe my imagenation too far..and bad to think about it but this is my blog..everything is real in here...in my blog..


Maybe this is beginig apart of my love story..heheh awesome correct..but who wanabe mrs.idzham?..that was flying in my mind now...fell dissy..owh where is she?...is real or only my dreaming princess..Now only my lovely sister are with me..same fate..hehehe...we has try to reach the happiness but we're fail...fail and fail..


Dream was a dream..that better for me...i'm not rich to buy a hole world..i'm just a dream ceaser haahaha...


If my english so bad..sorry..i hope anybody can read...hahha
so many conjecture in my life...i'm must be tuff to chanllage it..


it will be end soon when i leave my last breath...